I'm back in school.... coming in too hot on introductions and conversations in an attempt to make sure I have everything lined up as best I can for my student success.
... I am listening to lectures about peer reviewed articles, what they are and what that means... "the highest level of quality in science...'' blah blah or something like that and I feel a bit nauseous because these damn people who are supposed to have "the patients best interest" in mind at all times are so damn full of their own delusions of competency that they can't even see what is happening right in front of them when it is happening right in from of them...
I guess thats what I am feeling that is making me slightly nauseated... because that is what came out.
I might have to throw up to digest all this nonsense and I am just at the beginning...
But actually, what I think might really be happening...
Triggering... blah. and where is the green-faced-about-to-puke emoji when you need it?
I think it is time to call it a night.
Damned manic intensified transference memories getting the best of me tonight...
Bastard.
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