I recognize them as symptoms which is how I beat it every time. It is only by recognizing that it is a symptom that you can overcome the underlying that is causing the symptom; whether that be a medical problem, a societal problem, or somewhere in between and combined.
Right now it is cultural and societal issues that are causing the symptoms and exacerbating the underlying that tells me to succumb to the inevitable because I am nothing and of no value -and that is very unfair.
But I have been knocked down before and I have gotten up every other time, even if sometimes it has taken months to years to get back up, so I'll do it again.
Let them document their bad behavior.
You cannot prevent them from destroying themselves and you cannot protect them from themselves.
I wish I could protect the innocent who trust them, but I am not allowed.
So underground I will go, letting them think they have won, but still fighting to save whom I can one at a time when the opportunity presents.
I will never disappear and I will never agree to be what they have made me out to be nor what they have tried to force me to be.
Keep manipulating the laws and the truth to suit your egos and your paychecks.
I am your civil disobedience.
