https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5anLPw0Efmo
"Please don't close the door completely or I'll just keep coming back trying to knock it down"... I forgot that I had said this.
The song I linked to above says this at one point: "I was alone the whole time" and it starts me thinking...
You were taking from me.
I was there for you
When I needed you there for me.
I thought that you were.
...but was I alone the whole time?
You told me I could keep you in my heart
then suggested I let it burn out
because that is what you intended to do.
"Please don't close the door on me completely" I begged
"I'll never have anything to do with you"
you said
and only because you could see yourself loving me?
The one thing I needed most at that precise moment in life...
The door now shut so tight
every day I have to fight
trying to keep my heart from burning out
trying to keep my mind from following you
through the door I am forbidden through,
Desperate to collect the shattered pieces of me
scattered in your territory
that you refuse to see
and will not allow me back to collect
my stolen pieces you neglect.
Shiny pieces illuminating the pedestal you refuse to come down from
Neglected pieces kept selfishly
for nothing more than flattery.
Pieces of me that I need
Kept captive in forbidden phenomena
of confounding connections...
You may keep the flattery
but please stop the fallacious fantasy,
and free me from your forgotten fortress
by having something to do with me
In reality.
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