Well Scarred. Hello High and Goodbye

 Feeling a bit high

Not entirely sure why

but as I feel this

(and it is just a touch)

I wonder

just how ... in the hell... 

I survived 

as long as I did

cycling as intense as I was

EVERY SINGLE DAY 

FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS

. 

No small feat.

That just a touch of high

-and I mean a tiny touch-

this high reminds me of.

Deep breaths and getting those stabilizers in

... maybe another extra curricular that will climax and use up the levels quickly...

and I will come safely back down 

to 

normal

levels again soon.

For as fun and exciting as the temptation may seem, I am scarred well enough to know: 

I don't want that high.