He rubbed his right eye with his right middle finger
while listening to the song I played to help me express the feelings my mind was blocking me from expressing
my transference feelings
the stuff that all the online research had told me I "should" discuss with my therapist
(and there it is that word "should" the mistake of my cherished golden map...)
The stuff that skilled therapists looked forward to as it meant their patient was ready to really start making progress.
Safe, trusted, responsible, skilled therapists
he was that to me... I knew he could help me
he was in the position of power
...but I was not willing to give that to him
There is something more to this story.
while listening to the song I played to help me express the feelings my mind was blocking me from expressing
my transference feelings
the stuff that all the online research had told me I "should" discuss with my therapist
(and there it is that word "should" the mistake of my cherished golden map...)
The stuff that skilled therapists looked forward to as it meant their patient was ready to really start making progress.
Safe, trusted, responsible, skilled therapists
he was that to me... I knew he could help me
he was in the position of power
...but I was not willing to give that to him
There is something more to this story.
How deep or diabolical it is I don’t know
but I know that amidst the omens of gods and spirit animals
it is not the time to drop a patient of psychotherapy
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