Feeling very subjugated and slot-rattled.
And I just want to scream at those records: ITS NOT ABOUT HOW THINGS ENDED WITH J F*ING P IT'S ABOUT HOW MY BODY RESPONDED
ITS ABOUT TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH MY BRAIN AND WHY!
ITS ABOUT GETTING APPROPRIATE HELP AND CARE
with something I continued to NOT be allowed to talk about or address... with those who could actually help me figure it out. Because talking it out with others and trying to do all they told me to as far as going elsewhere was getting me nowhere and worse. They needed to correct their mistakes so that others knew how to help me correctly.
subjugated and slot-rattled in so many ways.
That was my buried story.
and that is my dominant story
that they reinforce and dictate with gas powered lanterns and iron-clad fists
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